For every holiday I like to give my man something for the holiday we spend together... even St. Patricks Day, Memorial Day ... all of em.. I like make gift baskets and cards. He appreciateds them but not the whole meaning behind it. Things haven't been going so great for me and my guy but I totally love him and he can't seem to see how much i'm doing to prove to him that he is my only love. I'm i doing to much, should i back off, does he even like all that I am doing for him? I (sorta cheated) << hate that kissed two girls behind his back n talked to one guy while we were on a 6 mnth break... he can't get over it and throws it at me everyday.. it's been a yr since and yes everyday he has me going on the same guilt trip while i'm give my best , my all, to make up for everything that happened. he can't do not one thing for me but be there when i'm hurt... i cry alot because it's always in my mind that i'm not good enough, he wont ever think diffrently bout meh, wondering when he's gonna leave... idk i love him and he claims he loves me but really with the bullying and never wanting the love and comfort i do show him... he like moves my hand if i'm about to hold it... he moves his head if i'm about to kiss him... hugs do the trick but should i not try to do anything??? idk my love is true, i just made sum mistakes that i know i can't ever take back. going crazy, dont know what to do?
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I believe you need to return to singles/dating category. You also need to acquire more love of self. HE is not supposed to be your entire life at this point. Your petal is the second one. ??
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